A single 'Sorry' won't fix (2)

27 Januari 2016

You know ... you’re not the only one who is being hurted ... i don’t wish someone to be hurted, either ...

I didn’t know if i will be sad as i really am.

However, as you said, writing does healing

I do not wish your heart will return to me, one day if you find my writing. I will be really selfish if i have such wish (even if i really am). I just ... i wish that one day, i have the courage to tell ... everything.

The time when you loved me, i’m grateful of it. Thanks.

Wait.

Ilham, and the rest of my friends were for some reasons, unable to keep their words to me. Why did i be this harsh towards you, only towards you?

Still unable to figure out the reason ... why would you?

This morning, at 3. A friend of mine called, cried over love

My thoughts then flies towards you

How catastrophic were the storm i gave you?

I’m truly sory, even if i know that a single ‘sory’ won’t fix anything. I know

I know that you have been avoiding me for a while (i do really hope that it does really will lasts for a while), trying to fix yourself.

Take your time please

However, i bid for your return, one day, when you really are ready. Even if nothing will remain the same. I know.

These words are not destined to reach you anyway. Some truth are mean to remain hidden. A confession will relieve those who confess things they carry in their heart as if it’s a hidden treasure. However, how about the person whom you are confessing to ...?